Hi… I am the filmmaker.
I am also an artist and public speaker with a unique expertise in somatic wisdom.
My background is multifaceted, and has been driven by an insatiable curiosity that began in my childhood on the outskirts of Manhattan and continued throughout my career in New England. Following a 12-year stint as a producer with WGBH Educational Foundation, I embarked on a personal mission to create "The Breast Archives," a documentary inspired by an enlightening trip along the Nile.
Established in 2012, Deliberate Healing Productions LLC was the vessel through which I developed "The Breast Archives," a cinematic exploration of women’s embodied knowledge. The critically acclaimed film is now available on Amazon in a “Director’s Cut” version, and it enjoys widespread accessibility in libraries and on streaming platforms including Tubi and iTunes.
My role as a conduit for enlightening content has been shaped by an early shame about my breasts, and several key experiences, including a two-year mystery school apprenticeship, yoga teacher training, and immersive studies at both Mama Gena’s School of Womanly Arts and the International School of Temple Arts. Additionally, my dedicated qi gong practice has continued to fuel my passion for embodied wisdom.
Everyone has a breast story…
Mine was a poignant tale centered around my inverted “piggybank” nipples - a silent burden stemming from my determined efforts to flatten my chest. I internalized a sense of deformity and personal fault, leading to deep shame and a desire to keep my breasts concealed. The fear of being perceived as abnormal loomed large, causing me to suppress a vital aspect of myself in search of acceptance.
This negative self-dialogue hindered my ability to fully embrace intimacy, keeping me disconnected from my body and others. I distanced myself from partners, withholding my true self even from within. Seeking solace in distractions like smoking, drinking, and fleeting encounters, I yearned for fulfillment while battling inner sorrow and resignation.
Refusing to succumb entirely, I channeled my passions into pursuits like television production, artistic storytelling, and sports. Conducting interviews became my super-power, and delving into others' experiences became my forte, even as my own vulnerability remained guarded. Despite craving intimacy as a Cancerian, I struggled to unveil my own mysteries, sensing an undefined yet compelling force pushing me towards personal evolution.
My first marriage, though ultimately unsustainable, introduced me to a realm where my breasts were embraced and cherished. Amidst the pain, I found healing and a newfound self-exploration through filmmaking, storytelling, and dancing. Awakening to the ancestral goddess within me, suppressed by societal norms, opened up a transformative journey of self-discovery and empowerment.
A pivotal moment came during a trip to Egypt in April 2011. After an unexpected overnight within The Great Pyramid, a current strongly began to pull me in the direction of making a documentary film & story capsule about breast wisdom. As a working producer immersed in a women’s mystery school community in Northampton, MA, it was a sweetly organic evolution. I became inspired to research the ancient symbols of feminine power and wisdom reignited my connection to my own breasts as vessels of ancient knowledge. Returning home with a newfound reverence, I embarked on a quest to explore the significance of breasts in a woman's life through a documentary project, The Breast Archives.
This endeavor unveiled the depths of shared experiences and the power of dialogue in healing and liberation. By shedding light on once-hidden topics, we can reshape narratives, re-create connections, and transcend isolation. The journey of The Breast Archives liberated me from years of distress and allowed for a profound excavation of my womanhood. Through global viewers’ responses, the film has sparked a collective urge to share stories, release shame, and ecstatically embrace authentic self-expression. By honoring our truths, we can transform our breasts from sources of loneliness to bridges that unite us all.
